Current mood:	excited
Current music:	Tru Calling DVD

the bright spot in my life...
i got to talk to him today... the boy who means more than anything else in the world to me... yes, i mean my son Jonathan ^_^ i finally got ahold of him and it makes me sooo happy. his father was even decent to me... Jonathan asked why i was crying at one point... when i told him i wasnt he told me he could hear me... but he didnt get the happy tears thing that i was so glad to hear his voice again finally... he called me silly ^^ i get to pick him up a week from friday for the weekend. he told me how much he missed me and said he wanted to stay with me for the whole month of april.. it was hard explaining that i couldnt keep him for quite that long but this summer we'd do that ^_^ i love him soooo much. i cant wait to hold him in my arms again.

and oh.. he's finally acting like a boy... hes been playing with a dead snake... his father told me its ok but i am slightly worried since apparently its a cotton mouth ><;;; that really should be taken away from him..... may he be protected in his innocence.... LOL but still i am proud, its about time he got his hands dirty ^_^